Susan Narjala
Keeping it Real
Have We Learned to Hide Our Brokenness?
I live in a city in India where Christians still have freedom to worship together. In fact, I live in a part of town which we jokingly (and unofficially) call the “Bible Belt.”
In a five-mile radius from where I live, there are two thriving Bible colleges, not to mention dozens of churches, Christian schools, Catholic convents where nuns brew wine, and rectories where priests make cheese. Drive down the road, and you’ll see tiny stores with names like “Jireh Tire Shop” and “Faith Pharmacy.” You’ll see posters for revival meetings and announcements about Christian book fairs.
Yet, this Bible belt is rife with brokenness. I mean that quite literally. Roads dug up to lay underground pipes have been abandoned for months, even years. Sidewalks lie in dismal ruins. Construction debris lies forlornly scattered. Trash piles up in heaps. Walking anywhere requires ninja-level skills.
Just this week, as I ran an errand, I actually prayed for balance and dexterity to navigate a 5-minute walk—the sidewalk right outside churches and worship centers was an obstacle course of dangerous debris.
Friend, as we navigate this Christian life, have we learnt to quietly ignore the rubble? Here’s the thing: while we have been bought with the blood of Christ, we still experience brokenness. We continue to live in a fallen world. Our old sin nature is at war with our new redeemed beings. We still walk through some of the debris of our past.
However, as “Bible Belt” Christians, we are often blind to our own brokenness. Yet, there is still litter in our lives that has not been cleaned up.
Friend, today, could I encourage us to be vulnerable before the Lord?
The world offers only one way to deal with the past: self-reflection or introspection.
But a child of God has a far more wonderful option: humbling ourselves before Him. We get to cry out:
“Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts.” Psalm 139:23–24 (NIV)
May God show us the dirt and debris in our lives that we have been ignoring because we have constructed Christian monuments around them.
Most of us Bible Belters are fluent in Christianese. We have learned to hide behind masks for fear of judgment from others. But hiddenness doesn’t serve us. If anything, it hinders us. Pretending is exhausting, while vulnerability before God is freeing.
As the Psalmist says: “When I kept silent, my bones wasted away… Then I acknowledged my sin to you… and you forgave the guilt of my sin.”
As we come before the Throne of grace with boldness, let us also come with a posture of humility and vulnerability.
There is no holier place—and yet, there is no safer place.
The brokenness of our past can only be healed before a holy and merciful God. May we not walk past the debris, but may we bow low before the Divine Healer.
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Carol
I would like to receive your messages of encouragement in my inbox daily.
Susan Narjala
I usually write once a week for this blog. I’ll make sure to add you to my subscriber list. Thanks, Carol. God bless. Susan
Jeanni Allamon
I just finished reading your article titled “Have We Learned to Hide Our Brokenness?” Wow! I feel like it was written for me. Your articles have touched me in ways I have a hard time explaining. When I read them I receive food for thought and introspection. I have “yes” moments. I am so thankful God brought your website to me. I just wanted to say thank you and keep them coming. A sister in Christ, Jeanni Allamon.
Susan Narjala
Thank you for your warm and generous feedback. I’m so blessed by it. God bless you, Jeanni. – Susan
Carol Anne
“How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!”…despite the dust and dirt from walking on broken roads.
Susan Narjala
That’s a beautifully worded thought. Thanks for sharing, Carol. Blessings, Susan
Jacqueline Sheppard
Wonderful and so encouraging
Susan Narjala
So glad this spoke to you, Jacqueline. God is good. Blessings, Susan
Richard
Great Reminder Susan!
Susan Narjala
Praise God! Thanks for writing in, Richard. Blessings, Susan